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Forget and,,move on!

When you are in a new contry and learning a new language you might feel everything strats everyday all over again, i felt this a few days ago in the supermarket when a lady was jelous i think i got before her in the waiting line, and i thought , why do i have to pay attention to every frustrated person that think every foreigner its up to no good or hunthing other people's job and then i realised it can hapend everywhere even in one 's circle of friends , so i tryed to change my point of view. This can be a day of an emigrant everyhere in any contry, essential is to start forgeting you are an emigrant and  go on when somebody reminds you of that, the language goes on learning the rules goes on too , its just necessary to keep your structure and never think the language you speak at one moment its a good level and enough, there will be always people that will whant to tease you when they dont have anything else against you, and when that happends just forget and ,,move on!

So here's something,,,from my free day

Shot from my window, this made me go out and bike around, so i took some books an mp3 player and my bike and i enjoyed the fact that i was free. The weather in Holland is tricky,,,

This has to be a nice job , no career freaks around you and no drama office all day long.

Liveing on a canal, nature at your door,,,,

The sesons,,,,,nice while we still have them!

Yeah,,,,afew nice things!

It must be a club or something or some of the duck are famous amoung the guys,,,you know,,,,,but wait there are only male ducks,,,,,,hmhm!?!

So,,,,thats all gents,,,,next ,,,language test,,,try to write complain letter about the turks upstairs to keep it down an ideea when they call mama in Turkey and oh,,,the bed action can be also litttttle bit quiet!!!

Time to think.

I do like to travel and i do it i guess more often then some pople, i do like to read, to think to have free time to be free but i keep haveing this problem on my mind, thinking of searching for a job that would say more about me,a full time job. So is there such thing, a job that says more over you than over the job itself, and is there place left for yourself then? Is not haveing a career another way of beeing a slave but still can feel good about yourself because haveing a career sounds nice?

I meet once in a wile people that are so traped in their job thinking that the only thing thats left for them is trying to get in the grace of a boss or judging their colleagues just to think after that that they are better and by doing so getting a feeling of satisfaction and a long day of work on building up a career passes by quicker.

So im thinking, is it worng to have a low job and have time for yourself whenever you whant or to have an important job but not haveing time to even spend the money you gain by haveing it,and after a while you wake up and regret you lost the freedom you could have and you cant turn the time back?

Well at the moment im still thinking maybe i will take a decision, but its sure nice to have the time to relaxe and enjoy  the time of a normal day without thinking about how horrible the next day at work can be.

How do i keep my way?

Starting a new life in a new place with a new language its always hard but is it impossible? I dont think so, i realised once you start speaking a new language in the first fase you make contact with new people just because you try, and from there you can go faraway. If there are new habits you think about yours and you improve yourself by adding new or addapted ones and makes you feel better alredy so it gets easy to keep going, but sometimes you stop and evaluate how far in the procces you are and then you might think , well im not that far, but,,,,you alredy got over a second or third fase so keep on going gets to be the way to see things.